When I opened my eyes I couldn't see a scintilla of light. Desoriented and with no clue where I am. The only thing that I knew with certainity is that I am sitting on bed. Not that kind of bed you coppulate or sleep on but ... seabed, to be precise I was sitting on a fucking ocean floor and having fucking partial amnesia.
Sparkles of memories started to burst to my mind. I remembered I tattoed some symbol on my forearm. It was a formula twisted to form some sort of occult symbol. You know like the ones you see on crypts made by those goth mother fuckers that have no idea what they're doing. My head was in intense pain. Of course it was when you think about it. The pressure on ocean floor was crushing my whole body.
I tried to move, but I realize that it was like trying to move a dead elephant. So I just sat there, alone in the dark.

It started slowly. First there was an ambient light. The light uncovered some tip of a triangular shaped stone that slightly turned into a wing.
"Holy shit!!!" I thought to myself.
I was sitting in front of an majestic sculpture of angel. He looked like he wanted to giveme hug and than cover me with his gigantic spreaded wings to protect me from some sort of evil. I don't know why but it reminded me of song from band I used to know back in year 2001 the song was called Pyramid Song and the lyrics were actually quite precise about what was happening.

I jumped in the river and what did I see?
Black-eyed angels swam with me

I gazed into his eyes and he started to be somehow familiar to me or at least his face. I realized my amnesia started to withdraw because it suddenly kicked me.I knew exactly where I was and what happened.

The light got much more intense. I could see vaguely that around me were falling flares. It was like ocean revolted against the darkness. I could see the towers of past, buildings from which once the mighty dominated the world. The scenery was much more the same, it hasn't changed since I was falling into the abyss. Someone or something was comming. I could clearly see the scuplture stand with engraved quote that stated:

Faithless is he who says farewell when the road darkens. J.R.R.Tolkien

Well that is beautiful ,but not helping ,especially not at this circumstances. The flares hit the bottom and when I stared at the angel there was this glitch in my view. It was approaching me. I was shocked. It was that little fluffy nanotech mother fucker Teddy.

"Aah you son of a bitch!" I waved my arms.
This had to be the most funniest and stupidest scenes in history of human kind. Not that none of us was human ,but the fact that we cannot speak to each other when stuck somewhere on the bottom of the ocean. Teddy was just looking at me (with that one eye he had), emitting little bubbles from that gob of his. He looked tired and like a pirate, yes fucking tired pirate, but fluffy and bit like a cartoon character I guess. The only thing that he was missing was "tummy symbol" that insignia that those little fucking bears from "Care Bears" had. He raised his paw and in that moment I knew what I had to do.With my other hands palm I covered the symbol on my forearm. Started to concentrate and I manifested

לעזוב
which in hebrew means something like "let go". Suddenly the misery, despair and helplessness faded away. I was no longer tied to what happened to humanity, to what happened to me to what was the cause I jumped into the abyss in the first place. I was free. I reached the perfection and started to ascend back to the higher altitude.