video from our live performance exploring the infinite sounds and movements of the City
sound collage :: pstmn
visuals :: chaosdroid

eyes full of water,
past remains blurry as winter walks
when you used to sit and stare
waiting for pain to come and go
covered in snow
becoming part of a plain



jedna starsia, depresivna, co lezala dlho na disku.. mate aj vy take ? podme to tu ozivit, zima ide

few leaves fallen into boiling water

In my hunger for holiness, I have found that the grace of God is the main ingredient. His grace leads me to want holiness even when I would not have otherwise. He could have "gave (me) up to uncleanness, in the lusts of (my) heart" but His grace has bombarded me instead.

jezis neobol nahy. viem to
nieco skrival
nieco tajil....
taja pred nami nieco jezisovi stupenci
myslim cirkev
nevjem

jezis co povies na svoju obhajobu???

defiance of love
- only when in love you can forgive the other that it is you that's loved

fikcia sa stava realitou
pozadie umelo vytvorene, viac umelo ako to ozajsne sa spaaja do jedneeho
straca sa teda moznost rozoznaavania fikciee a rea;ity
je to prirodzeny dej?

There's some things I forget
And if it's wrong, I keep it in check
'Cause what could I do
If we go out tonight
With that blood on your shirt?
Would it taste like a brand new shirt?
'Cause I don't know

Can you teach me how to fight?
Show me what it's like to give that pain
Show me how to throw, throw him down

There were times in the past
If I had the move, I couldn't make it last
Girl, it's wasted in the night
And is it really so hard?
Tell your body to forget the words
Pushing you too hard
'Cause I don't know

Can you teach me how to fight?
Show me what it's like to give that pain
Show me how to throw, throw him down

bezhlavo sa so mnou miluj
a nemysli uz na to,
ze raz mozno uschneme...

for what it´s worth?



let the rain pour down on me
let the rain wash me away
let the rain make the sun shine on me again

awaiting
shine/I smile
smile/I shine

it is so close to where it goes down, but there is no clever name for dull nostalgies,
ah hah..

hate this saturday mist
settles down on our minds
makes me forget
takes me to the dark side

.catch me/them if you can

yesterday i found a wheel of time...
it took me back to my childhood...

-- softly open your mouth in the cold

z tohoto som zmeteny
ako nepojedac mesa
ako okoloiduci
ako ten kto tomu nerozumie
z tohoto som rozcareny
z tohoto som zmeteny

there's a world outside
and i know 'cause i've heard talk
in my sweetest dream
i would go out for a walk

but i don't think i'm ready yet
i'm not feeling up to it now
just not that steady yet
and i don't need you telling me how

for many hours and days
that pass ever soon

the tides have caused
the flame to dim

at last the arm is straight,
the hand to the loom

is this to end
or just begin?

my head
is filled
with distant thunder

for i no longer
sleep

i just lay there
and wonder

my head
is filled
with acts of rage

for i cannot
relieve my days

reflecting
on the times
we'd bicker

the words formed
from our mouths
were bitter

emotions felt
were thrown
in the air

and severed well
-- beyond repair

-- we wouldn't fit like this if we've planned it

.. is the weather in Petrzalka.
Like I see it, but still don't know what people think when they look out the window there.

spotted

all alone
under construction

-- blue conspiration

morning mist
young sun
-- crossed by energy

cítim železo v mojom prúde

niekedy, kým zaspím, povystieram sa v predchádzajúcom dni, kde ruky voňajú po mandarínkach: "som prežratá, ledva sa hýbem!" slastne krochká pri mne hlas.

útulne.
hľadám.
nachádzam.

ráno, ešte v pyžame, natlači? šalát a vylúpi? arašidy. poobede, stále v pyžame, vypozera? všetky diely, v ktorých básnici nepribrali ani deko a skywalker tiež nie. večer, už by bolo hlúpe sa prezlieka?, hľada? chu?, ktorú som ešte dnes neochutnala (ej veru, to bude ?ažká vec!)

prosím.
usmievam sa.
vyfúknem obláčik š?astia.


a "mami, ešte ho nechaj, môžeš aj do budúcich vianoc! veď?!"

(nálady nemusia by? presne pomenované, š?astný, smutný, hľadajúci, môžeš ich vycíti? z textu. je to ako epistemológia strip - teasu: zvliekaš obal a nájdeš vnútro. pre mňa inak chutí, ako pre teba. preto som skúsila len načrtnú?, nie pomenova?.

no ale obrázok predstavuje moje š?astie, zachumla? sa do perinky a pozera? na hviezdičky svetielok, nemusie? nič celý deň robi?, len tak roam po byte a vypapáva? hrozienka z koláča, myslie? na všetkých, ktorí už nie sú so mnou ale vo mne, a by? tak štastý, len tak, motýle v bruchu ma?)

dáš si prda brácho?! je to to jediné čo vlastním

WUFF!

toto je začiatok, toto je jedna z opísateľných nálad: hoci šedivá, chmúrna, ale o to lepšie budú svieti? radostné časti spektra:

neurčitá stratenos?, nerozhodnos?, potreba modlitby, uvedomenie si dní/cyklov

ledva sneh: že ma čaká ešte dlhé čakanie na jar, nutnos? trpezlivosti.

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