“keep walking...
when stop bodymodification and when start mutilation?
where is the boarder?
is there still a boarder somewhere or it is just view of the perspective and the resons behind.
i think in my life of bodymod i crossed that line a few times. most boundarys are just the mind.
crossing that boundary of your own mind is part of it.
i was thinking of this bodmod since at least 6-7 years. sure it was more a idea than i ever had thought to do it.
the last two years i was thinking about it more and more and really was thinking and trying how it would be without. i was pretty sure it will not efect me in my life. but sure there will be never a 100 procent garanty and notlike most bod mods a easy way back.
this was by far one of my biggest boarders to cross and one of the most vrazy experience at all i survived in my life.
if you believe it or not. this have no other resons of reshape my hands, mutate them into some hands not every fucking human have. as the only creature on this planet we can create our own body. so why not.
just two fingers to create my own hands.

just a few weeks ago somewhere deep in slowenja a doc specialised of amputation made my hands. everything was healing super fast and well. as i was thinking years about it and speak in that time with many peoples with amputated fingers. i feel absolut no diffrent in my normal life with it. nothing changed - just the shape of my hands.

this was a big bad ass boundary to cross for me. im more than happy with the result and with my new hands.
i dont care what you think about that. this is my body, my freedome, my life.
go your own way....”

v zivote by ma nenapadlo, ze toto niekoho v zivote napadne :)