Britney on the current state of her life:

Do I know my life is weird? It's all I've ever known. I don't see it as being weird….I'm kind of stuck in this place and I'm like, How do you deal? I just cope with it every day….It's better not to feel anything at all and have hope than to feel the other way….It's bad. I'm sad. (At this point she breaks down into tears! Poor BritBrit, "she's so lucky, she's a star, but she cry cry cries in her lonely heart.") It's like Groundhog Day every day. It's really boring….Normal is really different for everybody….In my situation, I try to make it as normal as possible for me….It could be a lot worse. There are people out there who have it a lot worse than I do….I used to be a cool chick but I feel like the paparazzi has taken that away from me, like, the way I used to live my life. I used to be a cool chick but I'm not anymore.

The 90 minute MTV documentary airs November 30th and follows the singer over the three months following her VMA appearance.