COEX :: Something smarter than us is going to emerge


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A COEX is basically a set of related experiences organized around a powerful emotional center
aka condensed experience

Vacsina z toho, co tu bude, su len moje momentalne vylevy, poznamky, ktore sice maju vyznam, ale v prvom rade pre mna. Takze s rezervou poprosim...

(The Epitome and the Epitaph) Whatever you desire, you already possess.

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“Whatever happens, stay alive. Don't die before you're dead. Don't lose yourself, don't lose hope, don't loose direction.

Stay alive, with yourself, with every cell of your body, with every fiber of your skin.

Stay alive, learn, study, think, read, build, invent, create, speak, write, dream, design.

Stay alive, stay alive inside you, stay alive also outside, fill yourself with colors of the world, fill yourself with peace, fill yourself with hope.

Stay alive with joy.

There is only one thing you should not waste in life, and that's life itself."

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The range of what we think and do
is limited by what we fail to notice.
And because we fail to notice
that we fail to notice
there is little we can do
to change
until we notice how failing to notice
shapes our thoughts and deeds.

•R. D. Laing

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Para una amiga que no siempre tiene ganas de vivir (Robin Myers)

Las cosas se derriten, se inundan, se escabullen, se pinchan,
se desvían, se enferman, se fisuran y caen de rodillas
en la más increíble variedad
de circunstancias. Creo que tampoco
somos más que cosas desde una perspectiva
general, almas trémulas
garabateadas al pasar
sobre la cáscara del mundo en su erosión
de martillos neumáticos. Mirá
cómo junto letritas en terrones
de satisfacción aliterativa, rascando
algo para regalarte.
No sé mucho de vos
más allá de las razones por las que nos sentamos
un ratito juntas en unos bancos bajos de madera,
hojeando servilletas, la cabeza inclinada
hacia las palabras de la otra en reverencia
a la dificultad para encontrarlas. Creo
que estar así con alguien
es abrazar el suelo
con los pies, y ésa es
la única campaña
que pienso librar con vos o con cualquiera

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Boli sme v Berlíne s našou trojročnou dcérou. Minulý rok išla na odrážadle (mala 2a pol) a tento rok v skupine okolo tisíc ľudí s ostatnými deťmi. Na bicykli jazdí asi 3 mesiace. Je neuveriteľné, čo všetko deti zvládnu keď k tomu dostanú príležitosť.

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https://youtu.be/8xkJ9e9hqeA

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https://youtu.be/azAD9KE9HKE

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https://youtu.be/h_MyHJZxRl8
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https://youtu.be/yVaJUdllr3c

thnx for reminding, Brighton 3>

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I see you went deep down this rabbit hole

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https://youtu.be/6_hnhVDtzTY

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https://youtu.be/mLvAGjhDssc

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https://youtu.be/JwtEOp7pC1A

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https://youtu.be/S_hs8EkWeZg

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Reminds me of:
Scroobius Pip
Bo Burnham
Dub Fx

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5'nizza

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Scroobius Pip som si uz dlho nepustil hmm

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joj, srdenko mi zovrelo

Papagaje mi uhynuli v 2015.

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skoro tri minúty som sa poriadne nenadýchla
(a teraz som si pozrela, že to bolo 9 :)

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Ja mám téma booknuteho na YouTube už nejaký ten rok a stále sa teším každej novej piesni. Pán talent

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Ren mal už ako tínedžer naštartovanú hudobnú kariéru so zjavným talentom vo vrecku. Potom prišla záhadná únava, ktorá ho celé dni držala v posteli. Lekári nevedeli čo s ním, potom vytasili psychické diagnózy a nakoniec správu o borelióze. Pacient sa napriek všetkému nenechal vykoľajiť a zo svojej situácie urobil tému.

Skladba Hi Ren, ktorú si musíte pozrieť, je impozantnou performanciou jeho komplikovaného vnútra. Nielenže dokáže hrať na gitare, rapovať a písať, ale dal dokopy aj skvelý scenár svojej vnútornej rozvrátenosti. Jeden komentár hovorí o kombinácii Eminema, Beethovena a Shakespeara. Stačí vari povedať, že je to sila.

src: https://dennikn.sk/3233806/high-5ive-vytvorit-tuto-piesen-nebolo-lahke-ren-a-jeho-hudobna-psychoterapia/?ref=list

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Eminema je v tom až-až, ale Beethoven a Shakespeare? C'mon.
Každopádne popiči počin.

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Mne sa náhodou to prirovnanie páči, prečo nie, netreba mať k minulosti prehnaný rešpekt. V hudbe sa moc nevyznám, ale znie mi to skôr barokovo, možno skôr mysleli Bacha? Aj ten dramatický šerosvitný vizuál k tomu sedí.
https://youtu.be/6JQm5aSjX6g?t=4491

A prečo nie Shakespeare? Vnútorné dialógy plné existenciálnych otázok, total Hamlet.

Každopádne, chalan dal veľkú Vec s jednou gitarou. Asi mu napíšem list alebo čo :)

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Áno, fenomenálny je.

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wow

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Blew my mind. A myslela som si že Tebe by sa to mohlo tiež páčiť :)

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dobre si myslela :) uzasny je!

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Hi there, Ren
It's been a little while, did you miss me?
You thought you'd buried me, didn't you? Risky...
'Cause I always come back
Deep down you know that...
Deep down you know I'm always in periphery
Ren, aren't you pleased to see me?
It's been weeks since we spoke bro, I know you need me
You're the sheep, I'm the shepherd, not your place to lead me
Not your place to be biting off the hand that feeds me

Hi, Ren
I've been taking some time to be distant
I've been taking some time to be still
I've been taking some time to be by myself since my therapist told me I'm ill
And I've been making some progress lately
And I've learnt some new coping skills
So I haven't really needed you much man
I think we need to just step back and chill

Ren, you sound more insane than I do
You think that those doctors are really there to guide you?
Been through this a million times
Your civilian mind is so perfect at always being lied to
Okay, take another pill, boy
Drown yourself in the sound of white noise
Follow this 10 step program, rejoice!
All your problems will be gone! Fucking dumb boy

Nah mate, this time it's different man trust me
I feel like things might be falling in place
And my music's been kinda doing bits too
Like I actually might do something great
And when I'm gone maybe I'll be remembered
For doing something special with myself
That's why I don't think that we should talk, man
'Cause when you're with me it never seems to help

You think that you can amputate me?
I am you, you are me, you are I, I am we
We are one, split in two that makes one so you see
You got to kill you if you wanna kill me
I'm not left over dinner, I'm not scraps on the side
Oh your music is thriving? Delusional guy!
Where's your top ten hit? Where's your interview with Oprah?
Where are your Grammys, Ren? Nowhere!

Yeah but, my music's not commercial like that
I never chased numbers, statistics or stats
I never write hooks for the radio
They never even play me, so why would I concern myself with that?
But my music is really connecting
And the people who find it respect it
And for me that's enough 'cause this life's been tough
So it gives me a purpose I can rest in

Man, you sound so pretentious!
Ren, your music is so self-centered
No one wants to hear another song about how much you hate yourself, trust me
You should be so lucky
Having me inside you to guide you
Remind you to manage expectations, provide you
Perspective, that thing you neglected, I get it
You wanna be a big deal... Next Jimi Hendrix? Forget it

Man, it's not like that

Man, it's just like that
I'm inside you, you twat

Nah, it's not, man, you're wrong, when I write I belong

Let me break the fourth wall by acknowledging this song

Ren sits down
Has a stroke of genius
He wants to write a song that was not done previous
A battle with his subconscious...
Eminem did it

Played on guitar

Plan B did it
Man, you're not original, you criminal
Rip off artist, the pinnacle of your success is stealing other people's material
Ren, mate, we've heard it all before
Ohh "she sells sea shells on the sea shore"

Fuck you, I don't need you, I don't need to hear this
'Cause I'm fine by myself, I'm a genius!
And I will be great, and I will make waves
And I'll shake up the whole world beneath us

That's right, speak your truth
Your fucking god complex leaks out of you
It's refreshing to actually hear you say it!
Instead of down play it...

"Oh, music is all about the creative process and if people can find something to relate to within that then that's just a bonus"

Fuck you, Ima fucking kill you, Ren

Well, fucking kill me then
Let's fucking have you, Ren

Ima do it, watch me prove it, who are you to doubt my music?
'Cause I call the shots I choose if you die

Yeah, I call the shots and so I who choose who survives
I'll tie you up in knots then I'll lock you inside

News flash...
I was created at the dawn of creation
I am temptation
I am the snake in Eden
I am the reason for treason
Beheading all Kings
I am sin with no rhyme or reason
Sun of the morning, Lucifer
Antichrist, father of lies
Mephistopheles
Truth in a blender
Deceitful pretender
The banished avenger
The righteous surrender
When standing in front of my solar eclipse
My name it is stitched to your lips so you see
I won't bow to the will of a mortal, feeble and normal
You wanna kill me? I'm eternal, immortal
I live in every decision
That catalyzed chaos that causes division
I live inside death, the beginning of ends
I am you, you are me, I am you, Ren

Hi Ren...
I've been taking some time to be distant
I've been taking some time to be still
I've been taking some time to be by myself and I've spent half my life ill
But just as sure as the tide starts turning
Just as sure as the night has dawn
Just as sure as the rain fall soon runs dry when you stand in the eye of the storm

I was made to be tested and twisted
I was made to be broken and beat
I was made by his hand, it's all part of his plan that I stand on my own two feet
And you know me, my will is eternal
And you know me, you've met me before
Face to face with a beast I will rise from the east and I'll settle on the ocean floor
And I go by many names also
Some people know me as hope
Some people know me as the voice that you hear when you loosen the noose on the rope
And you know how I know that I'll prosper?
'Cause I stand here beside you today
I have stood in the flames that cremated my brain
And I didn't once flinch or shake
So cower at the man I've become
When I sing from the top of my lungs
That I won't retire, I'll stand in your fire, inspire the meek to be strong
And when I am gone I will rise
In the music that I left behind
Ferocious persistent, immortal like you
We're a coin with two different sides

When I was 17 years old I shouted out into an empty room, into a blank canvas, that I would defeat the forces of evil, and for the next 10 years of my life I suffered the consequences... With autoimmunity, illness and psychosis. As I got older, I realized there were no real winners or no real losers in physiological warfare. But there were victims and there were students. It wasn't David versus Goliath, it's was a pendulum eternally swaying from the dark to the light. And the more intensely that the light shone, the darker the shadow it cast.

It was never really a battle for me to win, it was an eternal dance, and like a dance, the more rigid I became, the harder it got. The more I cursed my clumsy footsteps, the more I struggled. And so I got older and I learned to relax, and I learned to soften, and that dance got easier. It is this eternal dance that separates human beings from angels, from demons, from gods. And I must not forget, we must not forget, that we are human beings.

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axone embrace the chaos