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KYBERIA
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you: r,
system: public
net: yes

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to je jasne, ze je rozdiel medzi tym, ako sa clovek ma a ako sa citi, ale pre mna je dolezita pocitova stranka. ako v poslednom obdobi ja. viem, ze mam vela veci, ktore napriklad ini postradaju (skvelu rodinu, uspech v skole, dobrych priatelov a rozne aktivity), ale momentalne sa citim prazdne a bez akejkolvek radosti (tento stav nastastie uz nie je vobec taky zly a to vzhladom na par fajnych akcii,ktore v poslednych troch dnoch dodali energiu). viem, ze mam vela, ale chcem viac, pretoze stale su veci, ktore mi chybaju a ktore ma frustruju.

a nie, nemam potrebu dokonaleho zivota, len mam potrebu, aby tazke chvile netrvali tak dlho a najma nenavidim prazdnotu...


Medzi smútkom a ničím, vyberám si smútok. (William Faulkner)





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farebna
 farebna      29.02.2008 - 21:35:20 (modif: 29.02.2008 - 21:35:39), level: 1, UP   NEW !!CONTENT CHANGED!!
pocitové typy: nemusíme si pamätať tváre, mená, presné slová či chronologické postupy, a zväčša si ani nepamätáme, ale pamätáme pocity, emócie, túžby..

z roku 2005:---And what i felt that day (right or wrong, doesnt matter) was something like "there's something missing in my picture". I just felt as if you were not "connected" wich means, in my particular dictionary, just feeling happy for being here and now, with no more explanations. As if you were plugged to a natural energy source, like the feelings you have when you see the sky or the sea. The "motivated" thing was more like to understand if you were motivated to overcame the feeling of lack of love, which can make it impossible to feel "connected"---