I decided rather to be alone,

than to feel alone,

between people.



A "hi", a "how are you?"

without waiting for an answer,

without any interest.

Maybe also a smile,

maybe also honest.

But who can say,

he really knows me?

Who can understand,

at least a part of myself.

Maybe something,

I don't understand either.



I dont' say, it's their fault.

I don't say, it's a fault.

I do say

I feel lonely



5\30\03 at lunch