i´ve lost you!
where are you?
hiding?
what for?
fear?

i hate to persuade myself that it´s not like that. hate it!
what for do i do it?
is there a reason?
reasonable reason?

is it possible to forget about the nature of me?
am i able to do it?
is it bad?
it´s neither good nor bad. so where is the way?
there´s no way.
i guess

i need a camera, i need a photographer who can shoot the best of me, i need to remember this state of mind by pictures as i used to.
record if it, that´s what i need.
it might be a good way how to stand in front of a mirror

i don´t know what i say
better