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KYBERIA
permissions
you: r,
system: public
net: yes

neurons

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show[ 2 | 3] flat
and it goes like 'cannot find anything that understands/suits ME so fuck you/everything around'




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831
 831      31.05.2005 - 21:48:44 , level: 1, UP   NEW
u can try to adopt, to let the surroundings do just what they want
but sometimes it is too much

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Thunder Perfect Mind
 Thunder Perfect Mind      31.05.2005 - 21:57:56 , level: 2, UP   NEW
oh yes, and then i have to blame someone for that, and why not myself
but still i don't think it's hopeless

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831
 831      31.05.2005 - 22:34:38 , level: 3, UP   NEW
no it is not
and i am not blaming anyone; tried to maintain but it is impossible here

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Thunder Perfect Mind
 Thunder Perfect Mind      31.05.2005 - 22:47:08 , level: 4, UP   NEW
'here' means at work?

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831
 831      31.05.2005 - 23:00:11 , level: 5, UP   NEW
'here' means here :)
think that it is about the time to stop this unproductive searching

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chaos walk with me!
 chaos walk with me!      31.05.2005 - 17:40:23 , level: 1, UP   NEW
u sure? ...poza...

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831
 831      31.05.2005 - 21:47:25 , level: 2, UP   NEW
no, it just looked absurd to me to write them what i really felt

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Thunder Perfect Mind
 Thunder Perfect Mind      31.05.2005 - 20:54:19 , level: 2, UP   NEW
not sure, just trying
i think i know that kind of feeling, but maybe i am completely wrong about aph