hi my name is Gabriel Malik DJ DEGA (you know) For Deniska?

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IT AL BEGIN IN 97-98 when I saw first time a girl DENISKA on bus
station.I,she and one friend? we went to bar (he was was her
classmate)we drank some bears and i defenetly knew that I'm in love
(she was too - I coud see that in my beautyeyed I hope that she is at
this point).I gave her a call anshe caaaaaaame to my place,DENISKA
came to my place and we had the beautyful night as it can be (no
fu*nking just soft kisses like when you find your only and we were to
young-it was more than amaizing)-with smashing pumpkins casset sounds
around us lying on sofa-i miss that a lot. But after her was also
others three. One lider of band from this city/Presov-Slovak
Republic-EU (Chiki-liki-tu-a is name of this band),he was making fun
of me and all cds that they released are about me - makein' fun of me
and her-he wanted just to fu8nk her and he did );
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_____ but I belive that she was thinking on me(maybe they
gave her some drinks with dope-defenetly) If I could I would kill
them.She was only think and is! for what I'm living.Then there was
another one-who with his dreads is just going to her when he is drunk
and do everything just for show-crying and that.He wants just fuck
her-my one and only );. After that night I wrote her a letter-and
went to Prague to medical school-my parents wanted me as a doctor(now
I'm on street-no home only she in my heart).I went to Prague.I called
her but that dreaedfucker was crying by her and playing games "he's
in PRG and I'm home" . I went back during hollidays and met her again
- DENISKA jumped into my arms-I was so happy. My parents also won a
green card and wanted my to be an american-I can f... that.So I was
traveling -home,Prague,Chicago from that time.I didn't saw her for
years-that time she was with some fuckin jerk who dosen't even knew
who's ninjas president.(Clothes for big $).I remember that she was
also in England with him,she wrote me an e-mail I was in Chicago. Can
you imagine how happy I was.Than I trawelled back to Presov (fucked
the shool-I wanted that just for her-more money-so stupid I was).I
was with her again for 2 days she had to travel to France as
babysiter-but I in Presov Was chating with her every day til she came
back-But I had to go away to Prague.(She broke up ? I do not belive
that with me?her family and my family were against us all the
time-now she's probably with this dreadfuck. );; I went back from
Prague and get drunk,my father cae from Chigaco(anger managment
problem and high blood preasure)We had fight (A GRAND DONT COME FOR
FREE last track) with one big change-I went to police station a gave
note what happent-that he attacked me and almoust killed.He has
friends there-they did nothing. I destroyed his football,shoes and
bed covers. He vent mad-I was scared and didn't let him in my
flat(his too)Emergency came for me-He is mad-they said-I had spend
months in psychiatry-they also hit ny in face ,stomach-I was
beaten.(@ months-tablets-imagin harder then dope) I run to Chicago
without her-my decision? I was on that dope,and I'm still. Same thing
happent here with my father,here "Go to church,go,sleep!" I was
washing dishes and he attacked me second time (choking) emergency
came again and he showed paper-he's sick-I spend new year in
psychiatry on more and more dope.I went back to his place after
that(I do not have any others-he throw me on street yesterday cold no
money-I try to get some for ticket to Presov to my only love but she
has haed full of those bitches) I have 10$. No money no help Can
somebody help me somehow?
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i was with one bitch onec too-drunk and on weed-I'm sorry


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